An Accidental Advocate
Erica Husain - Outreach
Somewhat unexpectedly, I am here to introduce myself as acting Outreach Director for F.E.A.S.T.
Once upon a time, I set out to build a career in the way that I thought adults did; I chose a subject to study - law - and got myself a degree. I wasn't sure I wanted to practice law, so found a job that liked the degree, but didn't actually need it - industrial relations. Then I met and married someone whose own career took an unexpected turn and sent them to the Far East, and I went too, as what was known at the time as "a trailing spouse" - and, as career turns go, being described like a genus of ivy and denied employment opportunity is not a high spot! - I can see that now. But then I was young, and starting a family, and it was an adventure. And I made lifelong friends while there and, with three beautiful babies to have fun with, it was a magical time, and maybe career paths don't have to be predictable. Seven years later, with three young children in tow (two girls, one boy), I returned to the UK and have been based ever since back where I grew up, south west of London. I "retrained" - as a cook and teacher - and can still be found in shady corners of the internet blogging monthly cooking articles for a niche local publication and doing contemporary research on all things culinary via Twitter. Hardly a good look for the mother of a child who went on to develop an eating disorder, maybe, but nevertheless that is what I am, and where I was, in my potted career history, before I had need to find F.E.A.S.T.
Falling down the Rabbit Hole…
|Laura's Book, 2015 edition|
- Stage 1: Technical acceptance - ie acceptance that, technically, symptoms fit with the label, but with a side helping of denial - of the “but my daughter isn’t like other “anorexics”…” variety. I didn't yet know what I didn't yet know.
- Stage 2: Dawning realisation - that not only was I out of my depth - in dangerous waters, and without help in view - but my child's future now didn't look at all secure. The question before us was could she recover from this? That the answer might be "no", began to eat away at all of us. Much of stage 2 was, of course, accompanied by inappropriate googling of worst-case scenarios, attendant catastrophising, and rising waves of panic.
- Stage 3: Action - “What can I do? - I can feed her! - right?
Finding ATDTLaura Collins (now aka Laura (Collins) Lyster-Mensh) founded the Around the Dinner Table forum, and it is there that I first met her properly, along with a group of other broad-shouldered confidantes who were prepared to listen to my woes and offer me the benefit of their hard-won wisdom “for what it was worth” (and for the record - it was worth rubies - it was worth my daughter’s recovery, and it was worth her life). They gave me hope, they gave me reason to believe in treatment and recovery, they gave me a job to do, and they helped me and my family ask the right questions and figure out how to work with our treatment team to form a plan that would work for us. And more, they helped to hold my hand and keep me focused, facing forward, on track: every; single; day, through that process.
Out of the tunnel
|Recovered health: poetry in motion|
|Charlotte Bevan - advocate rock star|
Charlotte's Helix - planting a flagI have also been very proud to work with the team at Charlotte’s Helix these last few years - Helen Missen, Sue Shepherd and I started out as the "three musketeers" tasked with making the Charlotte's Helix project an official UK charity after we lost our dear friend, and ATDT stalwart, Charlotte, and with co-founder Laura stepping into an advisory capacity back home in the US. We planted a flag with Charlotte's name on it, and carried on the work that F.E.A.S.T. had been supporting her in pursuing; to enable the UK to be included in ground-breaking, global, biological research.
|Covent Garden Concert, 2015|
We have been touched by the generosity and heartened by the enthusiasm of all those coming forward to offer their DNA to the project.
|Covent Garden, Double Helix, 2014|
We have also been lucky enough to intrigue some big names in the media (the BBC has come calling, several times, wanting to know more and to help spread the word), we have raised a signficant sum of money to support UK involvement in research that would not otherwise have happened here, and we are now poised to pass on the early results that are beginning to come in, which are showing that the research is on the right track and is poised itself to change the way the world will look at and treat eating disorders.
Before I go …So that is a bit about who I am, where I am, what it is that I have done to land up here. I am really looking forward to working directly with Belinda; we have shared conversation, stories, ideas, plans and many laughs already, and all without having had the opportunity (yet!) to meet on the same continental turf. Given that I am based in London, and Belinda in Melbourne, we each spend a large part of the timezone in which the other is awake being asleep - but working with F.E.A.S.T. teaches you how to grab your moments; we are well versed in early and late day chat and we are confident of being able to manage to keep 24 hour coverage of F.E.A.S.T. affairs going fully internationally.
We are going to be ably guided and supported by the top team, whose names I hope you will click through from here and read about - they are a very cool crowd, and we could not begin to do what we do without all those others helping to prop up the table, keep us focused on F.E.A.S.T.'s mission, and accountable for everything that we do.
The shoulders of those that have gone before us, and that we are lucky enough to be standing on, are those of some of the most inspiring people that I have ever met. From this vantage point we have been gifted a clearer view into a future that is better than any of us could have imagined just a few short years ago, but we know that there is more to be done before all that we would like to see is fully achieved.
I have made many good friends in my time with F.E.A.S.T., and am looking forward to meeting many more. This dinner table is as broad as it is long, and I hope that it will continue to serve a wide variety and number of families. I can be contacted via email@example.com - please do get in touch and let us know what you might need or want, and/or what you might like to do for F.E.A.S.T. - we depend on your input and support.